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entah ini penyakit atau semacamnya, tapi aku memang mudah banget bisa kagum sama orang dan mulai menyukai mereka. terutama cowo. hahahahhaa

oh, GOSH .

jadi critanya sekarang aku lagi suka sama orang. *cowo tepatnya*

dia temen yang dekat scara ga sengaja banget. intinya, gara2 kita suka main game sampe tengah malem, kita bisa secara ga langsung juga bisa deket.

aku sbenernya udah tertarik dari kapaannn gituu. tp biasa aja.

sampai pada akhirnya, suatu malammm

hahahahhaa

yahh, intinya dia lagi suka main ke tempat aku. sampai minggu lalu. *ciiieeeehhh

skarang sih cm sekedar bbm atau twitter doang..

tapi feelingnya makin gede. *cieeeeh lagi

tapi kjadian ini bener2 ingetin aku sama kasus trakhir aku pacaran,

hmm, yahh, intinya mantanku yang merasa paling ganteng ini pacaran sama aku disaat sebenarnya dia punya pacar. dengan serangkaian cerita rumit dan sdikit maksa, aku pacaran sama dia hanya 1 bulan sajaaa. jangan sedih. hahaha

aku udah ga tahan juga sih dijadiin 'selingkuhan' istilah kasarnya. ya kan ?

nahh, produk lawan jenis yang kali ini sdikit punya kemiripan.

kemiripannya, dia juga punya pacar. tapi udah di ujung tanduk.

ga ngerti deh. complicated juga.

jadi sekarang posisiku bukan cuma di ujung tanduk juga, tapi di ujung taring babi kayaknya.

*emang babi punya taring? -___________-*

makanya aku ngerasa ini karma aku yang kemaren itu berbalik lagi.

kenapa aku harus kembali suka sama orang yang sudah jelas-jelas ga mungkin dan sangat teramat ga mungkin untuk 'dibarengin'. *apa banget deh ini bahasanya*

udah dia punya pacar, trus bukan brarti aku pernah menghabiskan beberapa waktu sama lelaki satu ini, lantas aku harus berharap lebih. yahh, senggaknya, cuma dgn jadi 'temen main game sampai larut malam' ini aja udah cukup bikin aku hepi sejauh ini. hmm, plus-plus rajin bbm-an juga :p

aku tau seharusnya aku ga boleh berharap atau apalah itu istilahnya. do nothing juga karna emang ga bisa ngapa-ngapain. jadi cuma watch and see aja dahhhh..

yang salah juga aku kan ?

udah tau ni anak udah punya monyetnya, jadi mau dia hubungannya lagi di ujung tanduk lah, mau dia lagi suka brantem sama cewenya, mau dia lg ga nyaman sama cewenya, ya aku tetep aja cuma akan jadi teman sebatas 'teman main game sampe larut malam' sepertinya.

ELOHHH, GUE, END.

*kata-kata ini lagi ngeHITS banget skarang*

mwah

_SYELLY_

cinta apa karma ?

MR. CHARMING

i met him about few months ago in an album launching of a new singer in Indonesia.

i was became one of 1000 dancers in a whole Jakarta who support that event and Mr. Charming became one of tens choreographer in it.

He is not too handsome, but TOO CHARMING.

hahahaa...

why ?

yeah, he is the only one choreographer and become the NORMALest boy at that time. hhahahaa,

i remember about his move, his expression, his power when he moves his body, it's kinda.... hmmmm, cool. :p

one fact i've known is he is one of main dancer of my idol, ANYE *nickname* !

one thing that make me more like him. hahahaha

when the show was over, i just keep to searching for his contact number and his blackberry pin. and ? i got it !

hahahaha,

but, i do nothing with it, just have a short chitchat on blackberry for few times, and..... over.

everything began on 3 months ago,

i was joining a hiphop community at senayan,hmm, actually, my friend, desta, attracted me to join da club.

in fact, Mr. Charming there ! he is one of 4 dance coach in that community.

hahahhaa, i was surprised and pleased at the same time, hahahaha

like a silly person. everytime i see him, my face get embarrased. everytime.

hahahaha,

initially i was thought that i just became his fan. i'm happy whenever i see his move, his face, everything in him.

until one day, there is condition that force me to have a talk with him. at the same time, when i face him, my heart beating so fast.

until now.

everytime i meet him, talking, bbm, or just see his motorcycle parked on the parking area, i feel that i can't breath. hahahahaha.

too excessive,huh ?

but, it's fact.

i think i fall in to him. hahahahaa

but i think that's a impossible thing.

our relation is just a friend, like a brother and sister, i also don't expect more.

just having a good relation with him, enough. really.

yeah, maybe i could be his fan ONLY for a long periods. hahahaha

but the major problem is HE IS REALLY CHARMING. and will always like that. hahahhahaa

hi, Mr. Charming,

_syelly_