dream for USA !

dance. dance. dance !!!!!

gosh ! i really love to dance.

this thing is like my passion..

but it's hard to get it on my hand.

do you understand it ??

about a few weeks ago, I'd thinking about what will I do after I finish this college ?

working ?

NO. NO. NO.

BIG NO.

I can't stuck on it.

so I'm thinking of going back to pursue my passion. as a dancer.

then I'm thinking about USA !

I fantasized how if I pursue my dream to that big country ?

moved to USA for a while and learn a lot about dancing !

wowwwww ! can't imagine.. I'm gonna DIE ! hahahaha

now, I want to began finding some scholarships to the USA. of course, a dance school scholarship. I'm sure if I started asking myself for some scholarship there, I can get it by next year ! may I ?

not easy. I also believe that surely will come many obstacles in finding the scholarship. the big challenge is my parent's support. but I have to fight right ?

come on !!!!

keep dreamin and reach it , syel ! :)

"Keep your dreams ALIVE. understand to achieve anything requires faith and belive in yourself, vision, hardwork, determination, and dedication. remember all the things are possible for those who believe"- Gail Devers

-SYELLY-

between love and .......

i'm feel nothing.

i'm not fall in love with anyone. when i see the couples walk or get ravished in front of me, sometimes i want it. keep spoiled with my mate, coupled, embracing, or something like that with the one who i loved, i want it.

but now, i feel like G6, fly freely without load.

If i'm not willing to fall in love ? not really..

so ?

i just didn't feel like establish a serious relationship with any guy at all.

but it doesn't mean i avoid it.

why ??

i've enjoying my real life now.

keep busy with many tasks, chitchat and hangout with my playmates are my favourites, or doing useful things with many persons.

is it enough ?

yes ! for now.

hey,

love. boys. relationship. 'galau'. heartbreaks. liking. love and to be love.

arrrrgh ! that things.

hearing that things could make me stress already.

please don't disturb me.

i really enjoying this condition.

leave me for a while,

WOULD YOU ?

-SYELLY-

how to fight in it.

bikin sebuah acara yang keren dengan harapan semua pihak bisa hepi karna acara yang kita rancang, BUKAN hal yang mudah.

disini, acara pra REACH dki A dengan aku sebagai ketua acaranya *bukan sombong ya*

sempet bikin aku up down drop up drop up down.

awalnya kaget tiba-tiba Bowo minta aku yang jadi ketua acara kali ini. baiklah. takut banget,gilaaa.. apalagi aku yang biasa cuma jadi sekben atau pj (penanggung jawab) bagian tertentu tiba2 ditunjuk untuk jadi ketua acara. what ????

a new challenge for me. but i have to fight at that time.

yang bikin aku smangat adalah ktika aku mikirin smua muka senyum anak2 GM yang bakal ikut acara ini, bayangan muka mreka yang hepi, dan yang paling berpengaruh adalah ketika aku tau yang support aku juga orang-orang hebat. apalagi mereka yang biasanya jadi 'atasan' aku skarang mreka cuma jadi panitia pendukung yang membantu aku suksesin acara ini.

tapi smua ga semulus yang dibayangkan. dari sesimple jumlah peserta yang naik turun aja bisa bikin hati cenatcenut. belum ada beberapa panitia yang harus ke Singapore karna suatu hal shingga harus ninggalin kerjaan mreka di detik-detik bgitu acara udah deket. dimarahin sm calpan sampe nangis, brantem sm sesama panitia, tema acara yang ga kunjung dapet, ide-ide konsep yang masih blong di saat-saat trakhir, oh Gosh !

tp ga ada alasan buat aku untuk pasrah ato diem aja. aku juga takut anak-anak yang jadi panitia tiba2 mutung ato BT. makanya, aku cuma bisa ttp sterlihat senyum,ktawa, ngajak ank2 buat solve problems bareng2 walaupun aku harus bgadang, ga pulang,sampe singgah di tempat tmn slama bermalam2. aku ga sendirian karna smua panitia pun berbuat hal serupa yang bikin aku smangat untuk ttp fight in it.

btw, ini bukan kisah yang membangga-banggakan diri aku sendiri ya. cuma aku pengen berbagi gimana kita harus banyak berkorban untuk bikin orang lain seneng.

gimana kita bisa menghargai semua pihak yang secara ga langsungpun udah dukung kita.

gimana kita ga bisa tinggal diem dan berlarut-larut dalam mood yang jelek ketika kita liat banyak orang yang sebenernya bisa tertawa karena something yang udah kita buat.

Do u know how affected i am when i see many people fight for me and for the event ?

how to fight in it? easy.

respect and appreciate everyone.

only those who respect the personality of others can be of real use to them.

-SYELLY-