hey, lets reading

reading.

new thing that i loved lately.

i don't know what happened, but suddenly, i was not interested about books, even read that things, and now, began to be attracted to it.

i don't really hate reading, cause i like comics, especially 'Detective Conan'. I also have read a few novels.

but, i also don't know what motivated me to start reading more books now.

if i want to looks smart or cooler causing by start to love reading ?

hmmm.. i also don't understand.

but, indeed, it's not entirely wrong. i often think like that

hahahahaa...

but, JFYI,

i love books right now.

actually, trying to start like to reading.

until now, i've managed to read about 10 books. ONLY ! hahahhaa

but i really started to love reading ! :p

my hopes is just to increasing my knowledge and more extensive insight. hahahahahaa

sounds stupid.

but really, i'm not lying that by reading, i can know many things. at least, my vocabulary increasing more and more, huh ?

let's reading. be more intelligent generation.

hahahaha,

i think my words seems like wanna appear to be arrogant speech style. :p

yeah, i like to reading but i don't really know until when i will survive like this.

PRAY FOR ME ! hahahahahahhaa,

"The more that you read, the more things you will know. The more that you learn, the more places to go"

love reading

-SYELLY-

meaningful things

finally, my internet could be used.

i wanna share many things !!!

hmmm, about pre reach, the election of chairman contingent, about the team, the challenge, the friends in it.

meaningful and touchy.

already 3 weeks, i and my team mates prepared everything for the exhibition. yah, grand exhibition for the election of dki A's captain. there are 3 candidates, syelly, putri, and noto.

my team got stressed, mood fluctuation, dizzy, fighting, stayed up, tired, everything.

but for this exhibition, i was really intent to finish it so well.

"this is the right time for me, the first step of me, to change everything," i thought.

but now? already WELL DONE. our hard work and our sacrifice ended beautifully.

whatever the result soon, elected or not, i've given my best for sure...

the most important thing happened on the process of finishing the exhibition preparation. me and my 3 'botak-botakku', April, Surya, and Danang have worked hard and sacrificed much. i know that they'll always supporting me and helping me. slowly, the other friends also helped.

Iyus, Panto, Monica, Lloyd, Kiki, Yani, they are very helpful. no matter how small it is, i appreciate it. i feel that the pure friendship grows slowly but sure.

you can't imagine how i felt so valuable in their eyes as well as their in my heart.

i'll never ever stop it. this things really makes me thrilled and i promise that i will continue to fight and continue to reproduce the true friends in my life.

yes, i will never deny that friends really important and meaningful for me.

build your friendship,

-SYELLY-

dream for USA !

dance. dance. dance !!!!!

gosh ! i really love to dance.

this thing is like my passion..

but it's hard to get it on my hand.

do you understand it ??

about a few weeks ago, I'd thinking about what will I do after I finish this college ?

working ?

NO. NO. NO.

BIG NO.

I can't stuck on it.

so I'm thinking of going back to pursue my passion. as a dancer.

then I'm thinking about USA !

I fantasized how if I pursue my dream to that big country ?

moved to USA for a while and learn a lot about dancing !

wowwwww ! can't imagine.. I'm gonna DIE ! hahahaha

now, I want to began finding some scholarships to the USA. of course, a dance school scholarship. I'm sure if I started asking myself for some scholarship there, I can get it by next year ! may I ?

not easy. I also believe that surely will come many obstacles in finding the scholarship. the big challenge is my parent's support. but I have to fight right ?

come on !!!!

keep dreamin and reach it , syel ! :)

"Keep your dreams ALIVE. understand to achieve anything requires faith and belive in yourself, vision, hardwork, determination, and dedication. remember all the things are possible for those who believe"- Gail Devers

-SYELLY-

between love and .......

i'm feel nothing.

i'm not fall in love with anyone. when i see the couples walk or get ravished in front of me, sometimes i want it. keep spoiled with my mate, coupled, embracing, or something like that with the one who i loved, i want it.

but now, i feel like G6, fly freely without load.

If i'm not willing to fall in love ? not really..

so ?

i just didn't feel like establish a serious relationship with any guy at all.

but it doesn't mean i avoid it.

why ??

i've enjoying my real life now.

keep busy with many tasks, chitchat and hangout with my playmates are my favourites, or doing useful things with many persons.

is it enough ?

yes ! for now.

hey,

love. boys. relationship. 'galau'. heartbreaks. liking. love and to be love.

arrrrgh ! that things.

hearing that things could make me stress already.

please don't disturb me.

i really enjoying this condition.

leave me for a while,

WOULD YOU ?

-SYELLY-

how to fight in it.

bikin sebuah acara yang keren dengan harapan semua pihak bisa hepi karna acara yang kita rancang, BUKAN hal yang mudah.

disini, acara pra REACH dki A dengan aku sebagai ketua acaranya *bukan sombong ya*

sempet bikin aku up down drop up drop up down.

awalnya kaget tiba-tiba Bowo minta aku yang jadi ketua acara kali ini. baiklah. takut banget,gilaaa.. apalagi aku yang biasa cuma jadi sekben atau pj (penanggung jawab) bagian tertentu tiba2 ditunjuk untuk jadi ketua acara. what ????

a new challenge for me. but i have to fight at that time.

yang bikin aku smangat adalah ktika aku mikirin smua muka senyum anak2 GM yang bakal ikut acara ini, bayangan muka mreka yang hepi, dan yang paling berpengaruh adalah ketika aku tau yang support aku juga orang-orang hebat. apalagi mereka yang biasanya jadi 'atasan' aku skarang mreka cuma jadi panitia pendukung yang membantu aku suksesin acara ini.

tapi smua ga semulus yang dibayangkan. dari sesimple jumlah peserta yang naik turun aja bisa bikin hati cenatcenut. belum ada beberapa panitia yang harus ke Singapore karna suatu hal shingga harus ninggalin kerjaan mreka di detik-detik bgitu acara udah deket. dimarahin sm calpan sampe nangis, brantem sm sesama panitia, tema acara yang ga kunjung dapet, ide-ide konsep yang masih blong di saat-saat trakhir, oh Gosh !

tp ga ada alasan buat aku untuk pasrah ato diem aja. aku juga takut anak-anak yang jadi panitia tiba2 mutung ato BT. makanya, aku cuma bisa ttp sterlihat senyum,ktawa, ngajak ank2 buat solve problems bareng2 walaupun aku harus bgadang, ga pulang,sampe singgah di tempat tmn slama bermalam2. aku ga sendirian karna smua panitia pun berbuat hal serupa yang bikin aku smangat untuk ttp fight in it.

btw, ini bukan kisah yang membangga-banggakan diri aku sendiri ya. cuma aku pengen berbagi gimana kita harus banyak berkorban untuk bikin orang lain seneng.

gimana kita bisa menghargai semua pihak yang secara ga langsungpun udah dukung kita.

gimana kita ga bisa tinggal diem dan berlarut-larut dalam mood yang jelek ketika kita liat banyak orang yang sebenernya bisa tertawa karena something yang udah kita buat.

Do u know how affected i am when i see many people fight for me and for the event ?

how to fight in it? easy.

respect and appreciate everyone.

only those who respect the personality of others can be of real use to them.

-SYELLY-

they mean to me

berbagi sedikit tentang 'mereka' yang bgitu berarti buat aku since i live at J-town

okky

first mate when i live at Jakarta

ce nana

temen kalo jln, temen clubbing, temen buat nginep :p , temen gosip, temen yang rela nasehatin aku :)

kiri : kak vey

dia kakak yang sebenernya bisa sgt cocok buat aku,gilanya sama :p

HERVINNY WONGSO

anak paling ga bisa dipahamin. hahaha i love her :)

ci lianny

bukan anak kecilnya ya. hahaha

btw, she's my cousin's girlfriend. rela dengerin crita aku.

kiri : wionna

temen paling labil sejagad raya. hahaha tp yah dia slalu bisa nemenin aku kalo sendirian skrg

kiri : edmun

mantan sbnrnya. hahaha, tp skrg kita bisa temenan baik. yaa, dy reladengerin smua keluhan dan curhat ak

kanan : candra

he is Meitri's boyfriend. temen ngebanyol. nih org jahat bgt kl udh lg ngomongin org. yaa, tp dia setia ngasih masukan ke aku :p

iyus

baru jg deket sm dia. tp dia temen segila-gilaan. anaknya mesum dan porno abis :p

fabi alias the silly boy

udah ada crita ttg dia. tp udh 1 bulanan ini dia yang setia sm aku. hahaha

nemenin kemanapun,rela ngapain aja, rela berkorban,baik,tidak sombong *halah

yahh, he's really meant to me

mate in my campus :)

SIXPACKS

as'six !

even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know when the tears fall or the smile spreads accross our face, we'll come to each other because no matter this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not still friends

LOVE YA

-syelly-

sedikit crita ulang tahun

setiap orang pasti akan sangat senang dan excited menyambut hari ulang tahun mereka

so am I .

tp tidak tahun ini.

11 February 2011

mungkin karna tahun ini aku berusia 21 tahun..

*tidakkkkk!*

tua eim..

hahaha

yahh, udah cukup dewasa dengan umur segitu, bikin aku ga berharap something special happens.

udah cukuplah yah 18 tahun berturut2 aku slalu ngerayain ultah. mulai masuk 19 tahun sampe skarang, terkadang aku harus terbiasa dengan istilah 'ga tiup lilin', 'ga diucapin happy birthday,syel' atau bahkan ada yang lupa.

ga ada tradisi motong kue atau ngasih kado.

skarang sih cukup ucapan, kalo ada yang inget ya thanks banget banget.

tp kali ini jg aku ga berharap apapun sama skali sebenernya.

apalagi begitu detik2 ultahku, aku masih berkutat seputar rapat persiapan untuk acara GM.

smua dimulai ketika Bowo cramahin aku, ada yang janggal.

cuma aku ga mrasa apapun karna aku pikir juga Bowo ga tau tanggal ulang tahunku dan saat itu lagi suasana very serious.

jadi aku ga mikir macem2..

ak dicramahin sampe hampir nangis. hampir.

hahaha

karna akhirnya ketauan bahwa mereka cuma mau ngerjain aku, tp gagal.

hahahaa

tp, ak malah nangis bgitu mreka ucapin happy birthday ke aku, :p

selesai rapat itupun, aku kembali pulang sama temen deketku yang satu ini. hmm, sebut saja mawar. eh, tapi dia cowo. hahaha, sebut saja hmmmm.. silly boy.

yahh, abis cm itu julukan aku buat dia.

kembali ke cerita, aku pulang sm si silly ini, trus tiba2 di perjalanan, dy ngajakin aku pergi dulu. usung punya usung, akhirnya kita memutuskan pergi ke puncak malam itu juga.

crazy,huh ?

apalagi itu udah jam 1.

tp yahh.. aku ga ngerti kenapa, cuma ak makasiiiiii bgt sm dia nemenin aku mlm itu.

yah, bukan bermaksud untuk GR atau apa, tp aku appreciate his way to celebrate my birthday.

i think. abis dy belain bgt, sampe ga enak.

apalagi dia bilang kl dia males kerja besoknya, jd gpp kl mau pergi sampe jam brapapun.

oke, kita ke puncak cuma buat makan indomi.

hahahahhaa, kocak abis.

tp gilaa.. itu sih bikin aku seneng ga karuan.

aku seneng ditemenin in my special day,

oke, crita berlanjut sampai akhirnya kami pulang.

crita ini itu, khayal yg engga2,ktawa2 di subuh kyk org tolol,

sampai akhirnya kita mutusin pergi ke SnowBay paginya.

gila kannnn ?

hahahhaa

padahal itu udah subuh,

pasti kurang tidur. tp dia mau aja nemenin aku yang ga jelas ini.

disingkat-singkat, bgitu paginya,

aku excited bgt mau pergi, udah bangun lbih pagi dari dia,

gimana ga, aku suka banget yg namannya main air.hahaha

mau brenang kek, watersport kek, whatever.. i'm so excited.

hahahaa

aku bersama temanku yang gila dan silly ini, akhirnya brangkat.

berenang, main smua wahana disana, triak2 ga jelas, foto2, makan, trus keliling2 ga jelas, naik kereta gantung,

gilaaaaa.. cuapek puolll..

hahaaahaha

but HAPPY. craziest thing in my day, ever. EVER.

hahahahahaa,

ga habis2nya aku ngucapin thanks ke anak ini.

sumpah, hari itu ketawa mulu. FUN. CRAZY.

sintinngggg..

rangkaian kegiatan gila yang bikin gila jg karna ketawa ga abis2nya. hahahaa

dan craziest friend.

big thanks to my mate..

u're really make my day.

ga tau kenapa aku sayang bgt sm anak satu ini.

it's just not because he's accompanied me on that day loh.. but many reasons :)

"there is end in friendship, but not in us, mate"-the silly boy.

thanks, mate.

hugs !

-syelly-